Surrounded

I am surrounded by chaos, by fear, by illusion and deceit.

My mind is like a rollercoaster to hell, like a speed train that was separated from the ground. I need to relax. Relax needs me. I am slowly losing my faith in this faceless human animal that haunts my thoughts and my world.

I have no perspectives, no friends, no dogs or ants. Only the slowly moving worms that eat the flesh of the shredded pieces of my heart.

I hope some day they will understand.