I am the black lizard of the dream tree I eat hope and spit men. I am dust, I am fire, I am lust. I conquer lives, surrender souls. Break hearts and poison spirits. I am the black lizard of the dream tree.
The reflection is obscure In the blinding road The image of my face fades Away with my thoughts The light in my eyes is too dark Sleepless, helpless, thoughtless
I would have imagined I will be something else by now I had high hopes but never high dreams
The world is too bad for me Has I try to explore, I ignore That some people never deserve My love My friendship
The reflection fades In the wide path That lights the way Away.
I try to be I try to feel I try to open my soul I try to close the right doors I try to wonder what I would be I try to suffer less I try to use more I try to learn from others I try to explain I try to teach some of my wisdom I try to have some knowledge I try to have some thoughts about life I try to praise friendship I try to survive in the world I try to breathe slowly I try to eat nutritious food I try to care about others I try to take care of helpless I try to achieve my goals I try to find goals I try not to faint I try to smile to other people I try to socialize I try to be myself
I was wondering the other day, Underneath the cloudy sun of my mind, If the moment will come If the moment will ever come When happiness will break through When pro-activity will take place When the invisible hands of something superior Will help me Getting through this Getting through all of this Wondering Thinking Imagining Things that never were Things that one day might be.
I am surrounded by chaos, by fear, by illusion and deceit.
My mind is like a rollercoaster to hell, like a speed train that was separated from the ground. I need to relax. Relax needs me. I am slowly losing my faith in this faceless human animal that haunts my thoughts and my world.
I have no perspectives, no friends, no dogs or ants. Only the slowly moving worms that eat the flesh of the shredded pieces of my heart.